NOSTALGIA (YOUR BAD NOSTALGIA)

Longing for something past. 

Now, I am sure most times you think about what you should have done in the past. 

You have a lot of memories both painful and happy, both stupid and crazy, both unbelievable and believable. 

I was given a yellow rose and still nostalgia snatched my joy away. 

Sometimes I just think about the past and I am so angry that i allowed a lot of things to happen and sometimes I am also surprised that things just happened. 

To be surprised, to wonder, is to begin to understand. 

You have made a lot of bad decisions in the past and you just wish you had a fairy god mother to take you back to make it right. 

While some people had the best past ever with just sweets and chocolates. 

Nostalgia, a word that makes me think deep. 

Now, I am sure you beat yourself down over things of the past and wish you never just existed then.

 

THEN, you cried to only your pillow wishing it could just talk to you. 

THEN, you we're too weak and unaccented. 

THEN, you felt alone. 

Nostalgia, a word yearning and hungriness of your past. 

Right now, I don't feel you would want that past anymore

Right now, you should let go of nostalgia. 

Right now, the past doesn't exist anymore. 

The past doesn't need you anymore, its over. 

A bad nostalgia, a past you think of,  that you are not meant to think about. 

"They spent an hour together, talking nostalgically as they wandered slowly down the coast road"