WHAT A YEAR!
Isn't it crazy how we can look back a year ago and realize how much everything has changed? The amount of people that have left your life, entered and stayed. The memories you won't forget and the moments you wish you did everything. Its crazy how all that happened in just one year.
A year ago, everything was different and now that I look back, I realize a year can do a lot to a person.
My heart beats every single day last year and it's still beating so I know there is hope for this year.
Last year a lot of people fell in love, failed prolly everytime, was successful, got pregnant, got admitted into the university, graduated, cried, laughed, lost friends, lost family, felt like committing suicide, felt like giving up on their dreams, left broken, got arrested, got into a fight, got heart broken, learnt lessons, felt lonely, became depressed,was stigmatized, got raped, got molested, begin to have a dream, build a future, helped others, and so many more.
So now we are entering a new year and we are all happy.
Someone is out there saying
*oh I can't wait, I am gonna buy a new car*
*oh I can't wait, I am gonna have more time for myself *
*oh I can't wait, I will continue to build up my dream *
*oh I can't wait, I am gonna give love a try*
*oh I can't wait, this is another year with my homies*
*oh I can't wait, I am going to be rich*
While some people don't even care anymore, they aren't anticipating anymore, they are not thinking anymore, they are not even hyped about this year.
They feel the same year, the same shit so I don't care about anything.
A lot can change in a year.
The questions asked
What will happen this year?
Will I be able to achieve everything I want to achieve?
Will I have all I want?
Will it be good?
Yes! You have every right to ask those questions because you don't know what might happen so you have to keep hoping in your creator.
A new year, a new you with the same dream and life plans.
If your last year wasn't good, this year is going to be so much better with the grace of God.
I urge you to think about your future and drop any stupid imagination about wasting your future and act fast by building an empire.
Because he has something out there for you.
Every single person has a battle to fight so you better start fighting to win than to give up.
He wakes you up to tell you
"Hey hey Samuel, get up, you have work to do"
"Hey hey Emmanuella, the manager at CNN calls you for an interview"
"Hey hey Michael, you got the job"
"Hey hey chizzy, your dance career is going places, continue "
"Hey hey sommie, keep moving, you are going to be so rich"
"Hey hey Ola, don't STOP now! You almost there"
God pushes you everyday and that is a VIBE!
A new year means a year different from another and away from the past.
Drop all your problems, anxiety, insecurities, bad friends, bad spirit, bad personality, bad soul back there and just enter into a new year with joy and peace.
2019 is different from 2020.
*MY 2019 HISTORY*
This year I laughed so loud, cried, made more friends, lost friends, got depressed, became suicidal at some point, fell in love, traveled, got picked on, called names, awarded first Miss mass communication in Veritas University, joined a modeling company, got scared, was insulted, had crushes, got a part time job, was vulnerable, lost hope in my dreams, trusted too much, succeeded, got heart broken deeply, failed, called beautiful and was mocked.
Can you believe all these happened in just one year?
A year can change someone both negative and positively.
This year I received some bullshit and guess what 'I don't care', because you know what?
It is about to end because next year I will be ready for more bullshit and make myself happy by dealing with it.
I am going to achieve so much this year and no one is going to be in my way.
Enter 2020 with a smile in your face and with God at your right hand side as your pillar of success.
See, no one is going to believe you will make it... So make it anyway
No one is going to believe you graduated with a first class after getting a 2.00 in your 100level... Graduate anyway
No one Is going to push you, push yourself anyway.
God is your pillar, if you fall he will raise you up and try again, only God.
Have good friends. Friends to be there. Friends you can dine with.
A guy met me and said
"Caritas, I feel so intimidated. Most of my guys are using IPhones and I am not. I cannot even bring out my phone in public. He said "if I see him, I won't even talk to him because of it. "
He was so pissed, he complained and at the same time I was shocked to my bones.
You don't wish for something to come right away. Na fam.
Relax, relax, relax.
Relax and that was what I kept saying. Dont you ever compare yourself or envy others. That is MADNESS! You are dying slowly.
Color your 2020.
Remember what the new year brings to you will depend a great deal on what you bring to the new year. "Vern Mclellan"
When you start to feel like things should be more better, remember the mountains and valleys that got you here, they are not accidents and these moments weren't in rain, you are not the same with anyone. You have grown and still growing, you are breathing and still living, you are wrapped in endless boundless Grace and things will get better.
There is more to you than yesterday.
Every year is different.
Dream high
Trust
Study harder
Love yourself
Fall in love
Have a soulmate
Have a lasting relationship
Succeed
Open a business
Be good
Accommodate good souls
Chase that passion.
Life is short to be playing around.
THIS WILL BE A GOOD YEAR.
Comments
A lot of things here really got to me. Thank you for your constant voice of reason. We see you! and we deeply appreciate. Keep writing!